My baby..

Tonight was the first night ever dropping Madison off with a friend, while Matt and I went out.

We didn't do anything special, we just went to this class our church was doing. It was about two hours long

I was super nervous about leaving Madison because I've never done it before. I was scared she'd give her sitter a hard time, or miss me... or get super hungry (I'm still nursing her) But I had to keep telling myself that she was in good hands and that we wouldn't be out too long.

Basically the first class people just introduced themselves, it took a very long time. One of the guys there took about 30 minutes just telling some random story, and I was trying to concentrate but all I could think about was Madison. The class was running later than expected, I looked at Matt and mouthed "lets just go." and he shook his head at me because he knew it would be rude to just get up while this guy was telling his personal story. I didn't care. I was starting to get angry, I was bouncing my leg and shaking my foot and getting more and more impatient... Finally he finished his story. We said our ending prayer and I shot up out of my seat and grabbed my phone to see if I had any messages. I did have one. It was a picture message

This made me grin. She was doing just fine, and playing with Megan's daughter Hailey. See, there was nothing to freak out over, I knew deep down she'd be fine.. being a new first time mom can make you worry over nothing. I'm suprised I didn't cry or do anything to embarass Matt to be honest. I am thankful I was able to get someone really awesome to watch her for us.